Commandment of Freedom

When we think of the law of God, we most often think of the Ten Commandments from God, but how often do we think about what these laws mean and why they are so important? Growing up, I was never really that disobedient to my parents, I knew what the rules were and I kept them, but I didn’t really understand why they were in place. Parents put rules in place for the good of their children even though the children don’t see it at the time. God does this too, but on a completely different level. The Ten Commandments not only give us a guideline for how to live life with the Lord, but also shows us where our identity should be found.

The first four Commandments warn us against idolatry, something which so often disguises itself as a “good thing." When we think of idols, we think of Greek gods, cults, or other obscure things that it is obvious to us that they should not be put before God. We often forget that an idol is anything that we put first in our lives before God, which is why it’s so important to We have all done it at some point, one morning we wake up and find ourselves paying more attention to and putting more effort, hope into our relationships, our work, our lifestyles, and so many other fleeting idols, until suddenly, everything in our lives seems more important to God. In that moment, we stop and wonder why we feel so isolated from God. When we place these things before God, it is saying to Him, “I don’t need you, I need these things to make me happy.” God knows this isn’t true, and we learn over and over again that nothing satisfies like the love of God.

Once we put God first in our lives, we are free to follow the rest of the Commandments on how we should treat the world. When I say He frees us to follow them, what I mean is that by understanding that God is in control of everything, we are able to act out of love.

Before I became a Christian, I was always anxious and angry. When people upset me, or did something I considered immoral, I couldn’t let it go. I could not find a way to forgive them. This afternoon, I was on the phone with my grandmother who is not yet a Christian and struggles with the same emotional tendencies I have. She asked me if I had gotten any better at forgiving. I told her that I felt that I had and explained that putting my hope and trust in the Lord and knowing that he is the only one that can set things right has left me free to love people for what they offer, not scorn them for their faults.

Throughout the past few months we have been working through Hebrews, and the past few weeks we have been working through Hebrews 3 where the writer is reminding us that Jesus is greater than Moses. The Ten Commandments are a great way for us to understand how much greater Jesus is to Moses or any other prophet because while God chose Moses to deliver the Commandments to His people, Jesus lived His life in perfect accordance with those Commandments. So if we, as Christians, are to become an image of the likeness of Christ, then it only makes sense that through our love of God, these commandments not only be our Laws but our desires. God gave us these commandments not to place us within bondage but free us from the chains of earthly wants and idols to be free to love and rejoice in the grace and goodness of the Lord our God.

    My son, do not forget my teaching,

        but let your heart keep my commandments,

    for length of days and years of life

        and peace they will add to you.

    Let not steadfast love and faithfulness forsake you;

        bind them around your neck;

        write them on the tablet of your heart.

    So you will find favor and good success

        in the sight of God and man.

    Trust in the LORD with all your heart,

        and do not lean on your own understanding.

    In all your ways acknowledge him,

        and he will make straight your paths.

    Be not wise in your own eyes;

        fear the LORD, and turn away from evil.

    It will be healing to your flesh

        and refreshment to your bones.

    Honor the LORD with your wealth

        and with the firstfruits of all your produce;

    then your barns will be filled with plenty,

        and your vats will be bursting with wine.

    My son, do not despise the LORD's discipline

        or be weary of his reproof,

    for the LORD reproves him whom he loves,

        as a father the son in whom he delights.

    Blessed is the one who finds wisdom,

        and the one who gets understanding,

    for the gain from her is better than gain from silver

        and her profit better than gold.

    She is more precious than jewels,

        and nothing you desire can compare with her.

    Long life is in her right hand;

        in her left hand are riches and honor.

    Her ways are ways of pleasantness,

        and all her paths are peace.

    She is a tree of life to those who lay hold of her;

        those who hold her fast are called blessed.

    The LORD by wisdom founded the earth;

        by understanding he established the heavens;

    by his knowledge the deeps broke open,

        and the clouds drop down the dew.

    My son, do not lose sight of these—

        keep sound wisdom and discretion,

    and they will be life for your soul

        and adornment for your neck.

    Then you will walk on your way securely,

        and your foot will not stumble.

    If you lie down, you will not be afraid;

        when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.

    Do not be afraid of sudden terror

        or of the ruin of the wicked, when it comes,

    for the LORD will be your confidence

        and will keep your foot from being caught.

    Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due,

        when it is in your power to do it.

    Do not say to your neighbor, “Go, and come again,

        tomorrow I will give it”—when you have it with you.

    Do not plan evil against your neighbor,

        who dwells trustingly beside you.

    Do not contend with a man for no reason,

        when he has done you no harm.

    Do not envy a man of violence

        and do not choose any of his ways,

    for the devious person is an abomination to the LORD,

        but the upright are in his confidence.

    The LORD's curse is on the house of the wicked,

        but he blesses the dwelling of the righteous.

    Toward the scorners he is scornful,

        but to the humble he gives favor.

    The wise will inherit honor,

        but fools get disgrace.

Proverbs 3

Obedience and Love

Sometimes I find myself frustrated because I don’t feel like I know what God requires from me. I know that God expects obedience, but I have learned that obedience to God is not necessarily following a set of rules, but more of conforming ourselves to become more in His image, and of all of the things God commands of us, the greatest of all those things is love. I have written before about the change that occurred in my heart when I stopped doing things so that God would love me and started doing them because I love God, and I really feel that it is the root of having a relationship with Him, and it has changed every aspect of my life, including how I treat other people.
 
As I was reflecting on these changes in my life, my mind drifted to First letter of John.  Throughout his letter, John stresses how deeply the connection between obedience and love really is.

See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Beloved, we are God's children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is. And everyone who thus hopes in Him purifies himself as he is pure. 1 John 3:1-3

In my life, I know that I have taken the grace of God for granted; I have claimed to love and know God at times without acknowledging God's claim upon us. He has set us apart and adopted us as His children. How can I not drop to my knees to serve the One who brought me out of death into life? How can I expect to be “in Christ” without striving to serve Him, which in turn shapes me to become more like Him?

This has caused me to look deeply into myself and how I treat the people around me. It has caused me to care about the emotional well-being of people I hardly know, to spend time with people I never would have bothered spending time with before, and to seek to reconcile hard feelings against people who I have had a hard time forgiving. God’s love of me has renewed my love of people by allowing me to see the love he has for me. If the Creator of the Universe can love me with all of my imperfections so limitlessly, I must continue to exhibit the same love to others, yet always keeping the truth of the Gospel at the forefront.

As our Church works through the book of Hebrews, we can see how apparent it is that Jesus is our perfect example of obedience and love. At the small group we belong to, we have been praying for our loved ones who have not yet come to know Christ, and how important it is to keep the Truth of the Bible at the forefront of our conversations with loved ones especially when faced with difficult questions. Sometimes, we love our friends and family so much, and want them to know Jesus so badly, that when difficult questions regarding what we believe are asked, we try to soften the answer we know to be true because we know that they won’t like the answer… but Jesus never did that. He spoke the truth remaining faithful to His Father, and remaining faithful and keeping His promises to us. He has reminded me that His way is always right, although it might not be the easiest, and might cause suffering for a little while, it is the way into His light, and out of the darkness of this world.

Therefore, holy brothers, you who share in a heavenly calling, consider Jesus, the apostle and high priest of our confession, who was faithful to him who appointed him, just as Moses also was faithful in all God's house. For Jesus has been counted worthy of more glory than Moses—as much more glory as the builder of a house has more honor than the house itself. (For every house is built by someone, but the builder of all things is God.) Now Moses was faithful in all God's house as a servant, to testify to the things that were to be spoken later, but Christ is faithful over God's house as a son. And we are his house if indeed we hold fast our confidence and our boasting in our hope. Hebrews 3:1-6

Self-Preservation vs. Glorification

I have something to confess… I am awesome at self-preservation. I am really great at making conversation and relating to people, mostly because I want to fit in and be well liked. Lately, I have noticed myself saying certain things or acting certain ways that don’t line up with who I am in Christ. I find myself being surprised by how quickly I can become someone so ignorant of the grace God has given me, just to save face. On my good days, I see myself doing it and stop or try to turn my attention to God. On my bad days, which happen more often, I convince myself that I’m just being social and in reality I’m actually giving people a positive experience with a Christian because I’m not being judgmental and condescending.  I tell myself I’m glorifying God by nodding my head and remaining silent, when in fact I am turning my back on what I know to be true.

I have realized that we do a disservice to our friends who are not believers by making them believe that if they come to Christ, all their problems will disappear and life will be easy. Bottom line: that is not biblical and it’s certainly not true.  Throughout the Bible, especially the Book of Acts, it’s apparent following Jesus is not about what it gets you, the apostles get arrested, beaten, and killed and still they rejoiced knowing Jesus was enough.

In my life, the times when I am giving the most glory to God aren’t the days where I am successful at work, or the life of the party. The moments when I am glorifying Him, are when I bite my tongue instead of making a snappy comment at my husband, or when I share the love of Jesus Christ with someone because I want them to feel the joy that I do. Giving glory to God isn’t showing everyone how put together you are, its letting people know that  you are a complete mess and need to press in to the love of Christ to have the strength to get out of bed in the morning.

The message of the Gospel of Jesus Christ has never been that if you follow Him, things are going to work out and be fine. The Gospel of Jesus Christ is that no matter what, He is enough.  Glorifying God isn’t putting on a façade about how great your life is now that you have found Jesus. Glorifying God is setting our gaze on the hope of the Gospel. Glorifying God is acting out of love when we would prefer to act out of anger. Glorifying God is confessing how much we need Him. Glorifying God is resting in the truth that Jesus is coming back to set things right when you can’t rest in anything else. Glorifying God is pushing yourself to become closer to Him every day in hope that you will become more like Him.

Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many. For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life, and those who find it are few. Matthew 7: 13-14

The First Artist

When my husband and I have conversations about when we feel closest to God, we have very different answers. My answer usually involves being around people and diving deep into His word. Brendan’s answer is always being in nature. At times, I haven’t understood that, I have had trouble seeing nature as a way to connect with God because I am forgetful. I forget that everything on Earth was created by God.

One thing I have always loved, and admired was artwork. Personally, I am not very artistic, so I am always in awe of people who can paint. Today, Brendan sent lilies which are my favorite flowers, and for the first time, I sat down and examined the lilies the same way I would examine a piece of art. As I sat staring at them, I began to think about how many times I had admired a painting of nature, but how little I actually stand in awe of the God who created all of the earth. Often I find myself searching for God and reaching for him, forgetting that his goodness and glory is surrounding me. From the air I breathe, to the food I eat, to the beauty of the universe, it is because of the glory of God.  

Do you not know? Do you not hear?
Has it not been told you from the beginning?
Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?
It is he who sits above the circle of the earth,
and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers;
who stretches out the heavens like a curtain,
and spreads them like a tent to dwell in;
who brings princes to nothing,
and makes the rulers of the earth as emptiness.

Scarcely are they planted, scarcely sown,
scarcely has their stem taken root in the earth,
when he blows on them, and they wither,
and the tempest carries them off like stubble.

To whom then will you compare me,
that I should be like him? says the Holy One.
Lift up your eyes on high and see:
who created these?
He who brings out their host by number,
calling them all by name,
by the greatness of his might,
and because he is strong in power
not one is missing.

Why do you say, O Jacob,
and speak, O Israel,
“My way is hidden from the Lord,
and my right is disregarded by my God”?
Have you not known? Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He does not faint or grow weary;
his understanding is unsearchable.
He gives power to the faint,
and to him who has no might he increases strength.
Even youths shall faint and be weary,
and young men shall fall exhausted;
but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
they shall walk and not faint.  Isaiah 40: 21-31

With the amount of knowledge we have been given of God, our view of Him is still very limited. God encompasses all aspects of life. I often try to find God where I want Him to be found, not remembering that He is everywhere. I struggle to connect the God who became man to die the death I should have died to give me eternal life as the same God that makes it so wonderful to walk outside on a spring morning. I know He is everything, yet I forget He is everything at the same time; and every time I am reminded by His might and strength, I am encouraged and renewed in my faith of His power.